Buddies
Deprive of everything. Is life really so meaningless that we grow old, sick and die? Why do we work so hard when its a fact that we cannot bring anything after we die? I guess, its all about self-satisfaction.
My throat feels dry, coughing every 5mins. My neck is aching after sitting infront of the computer for so many hours. After so many days, i’ve yet to start on my holiday assignments. I need to start soon, or else i will rush on it, again. I’ve promised myself to finished it, without copying. But i seriously dont feel like doing. I spent my time on computer everday. Really should stop. Sigh.
Right, the bills here. And yes, i got scolded. I know im in the wrong. I wished i wasn’t so hot tempered. I don’t know why that vulgarity habit is coming back, i want to put a full stop to it. Many things are unneccessary; like my bills. I don’t want to hurt my family, for they are my pillars. Without them, i really wouldn’t have gone through what has happened. They are really the ones that you can depend on, yet i took them for granted. I throw tempers at them. I don’t know what got into me, I shouldnt be so hot-tempered. I should have control myself.
