Close or not? NAHH

Mj’s dead. Like wtf???

k, i feel like closing down this damn blog. Feeeeel very tied down. Like some idiots reporting to some stupid webpage about what i’ve done everyday. Out of the sudden, i feel damn dumb. -.-maybe i’ll move back to blogger and have invited readers. Still thinking bout it though, lol.

MY PHONE HASN’T RANG SINCE 1HOUR AGO! Omfggg.

And ya. my e63 has sent for repair. LIKE WHAT THE FUCK PLEASE. 2weeks and its dead! NOKIA ROCK MY ASS OFF MAN, as if. I swear, THIS IS THE FIRST TIME I USE PHONE USE UNTIL SO POWER. MIND YOU, ITS 2WEEKS.

I’m off, shit. I’m getting fatter. Eat shit play, THATS LIFE MAN. So enjoying it. dont know how to appreciate it, nevermind. Its darn saddening man. rot rocks. MONDAY SEEMS TO BE APPROACHING SO QUICKLY. darn.

The Best Birthday

it’s me birthday. Past year has been hard. I’ve learn alot. I won’t make the same mistake. Anything isn’t everything. Thanks for those who stood by me this while. I really appreciate it alot. I believe in fate, ain’t mine? I can’t do anything. So yea, Happy birthday Jinjie. C; Sweet fifteen, it won’t be a better year though. I’ll make it through, no matter how hard it is.

I need to get back to swim. Due to the childish thinking that swimming is a waste of time, i quit it. Was darn stupid. Nevermind, anyway, I’m going back to swimming. My backbone needs some hardwork. I cant be so lazy, and let my bone go even more slanted right.

Andy wants me to go watch transformer, with mushh and co. But the movie isn’t my cup of tea. EW, nevermind. I think i’m grounded, cause i just made a grave mistake. I wanna go out.

Thanks for your birthday wishes. Seriously, i dont need yours. Pui; cant be so vulgar after this

Has holiday been extented???

You jump? I’m not that dumb.

1hour

In about 1hours time, its my birthday. HAPPY FOR ME, THANKS. Not happy, jump off the building.

Schooool going to reopennn. And everyone is voting for extented holidays. WHY NOT. make good use of the H1N1 since it took away so many lives. Ha-ha. I WANT EXTENTED HOLIDAYS.

Wii?? Should i get it huh??? Darn darn darn, the boxing games seriously rock my ass off man. Anyone kind enough to get it for me as my bday prezie? K, im not that cheapskate. Shal discuss it with sizzie. Bye. ohohoh, cocktail in my fridge. DON’T YOU EVER TOUCH IT.

Shopping

Went shopping with cousins and people. Bought a tanktop from mango, since they’re having a sales. Have been buying ang buying lots of things. Last time not like that de eh, but the feeling really very nice.

Oh ya, I’ve gain weight. Darn upset, i shall try losing some. I thought I’ve control my diet. YA, I THOUGHT AGAIN. Fcuk manx, whats with this I THOUGHT. Always getting me into some deep shit. BOOOOOOO!!!

kkk, i’m tired. I’ve finished the hongkong series. Superbbbbb. Just done with the game. And i think i’m going off to bed. Yawn, overnight at cuzzie’s place? Hopefully dun get DUA-ed again.Tsk, should stop this hokkien thingy. Be an O-LI-GI-NA ang moh.

‘再也不会相信在这世界里有谁为谁而活， 因为，没有人是不能被取代的’ Agree ot not, your problem

Safety belts on

Hongkong series are really nice. Glued to the television. Holidays seem to be ending soon. Yucks. And me birthday next tuesday. Getting old already. 15years old. OhMyGod.

I need to get my haircut soon. the fringe is making me goddamn irritated. Soooo long. But arh, thinking of the kuku-ness, stops me from going for that haircut.

I thought i lost my favourite book, Marley and Me. Yes, its the last gift, from him. But to me, its PURELY A BOOK. Remember the flight to taiwan, i sobbed while watching the movie. So paiseh lor. But seriously, its touching. Kkk, now that i’ve found it. I’m glad. But i feel like throwing it away. Cause ar, everything from him is taking too much space. Eh, dun anyhow think. I’m not yearning for him to come back to me. But just taking those things as decorations since the place seems so empty. But well, after the trip to taiwan, things at home seems to have increased huh, so i guess. The fate with the things and I are over. C:

My phone hasn’t dissappoint me until yesterday. Sister used the viewty and im using the nokia one. We tried challenging seeing whose speaker is better. Sadly, nokia isn’t better den LG. Quite dissappointing actually. But nevermind, i wont’t regret getting this phone. And ya, M1 service seriously sucks. I swear.

Remember to put on seat belts when travelling on cars. Cleaner got summon for not putting it on. Darn stupid, 120dollar with 3demerit points. Poor thing, I’ll increase his pay den. Hahaha, just joking. Off to hk shows.

Unexpected

I’ve got a new phone, e63. Unexpected. Dad was like a volcano. Explosion seems to be happening anytime. Seriously scare my ass off. You see his face, and you now disaster is going to happen. Walking further and further from him. I just ask mom out of curiousity if i could change my phone, knowing that it was impossible. But, i really never expect them to allow. I thought i will get scolding instead. Shocked, i should say. And ya, they changed the internet as well. hurray huh?

k, i’ve started doing me homework. Good girl eh? I need to continue doing, or else the engine is off. And yes, everything will be left undone. Ciaos

Buddies

Deprive of everything. Is life really so meaningless that we grow old, sick and die? Why do we work so hard when its a fact that we cannot bring anything after we die? I guess, its all about self-satisfaction.

My throat feels dry, coughing every 5mins. My neck is aching after sitting infront of the computer for so many hours. After so many days, i’ve yet to start on my holiday assignments. I need to start soon, or else i will rush on it, again. I’ve promised myself to finished it, without copying. But i seriously dont feel like doing. I spent my time on computer everday. Really should stop. Sigh.

Right, the bills here. And yes, i got scolded. I know im in the wrong. I wished i wasn’t so hot tempered. I don’t know why that vulgarity habit is coming back, i want to put a full stop to it. Many things are unneccessary; like my bills. I don’t want to hurt my family, for they are my pillars. Without them, i really wouldn’t have gone through what has happened. They are really the ones that you can depend on, yet i took them for granted. I throw tempers at them. I don’t know what got into me, I shouldnt be so hot-tempered. I should have control myself.

That sweetest dream just turned into a nightmare.

I had a terrible nightmare last night. I don’t know what i’m thinking either. Just a nightmare, that seriously scares me to death. Poor me, have to undergo nightmares every now and then. Anyway, i should be happy its a dream. Cause it will always be the opposite. So, i’m safe. Luckily its a dream, or else i might just jump off the building. I’m just joking.

Prison break is seriously nice. Should watch it. Recommended. Tuesday to thursday, 10-11pm, channel 5. Really like this kind of angmoh shows, damn real lor. Unlike some shows, so fake, totally spoil the mood of TeeVee-ing. Talking bout angmohs, David Archuleta on newspaper. Hoho, so kewt. His smile is like, OMFG? Lol, just joking, i mustn’t be eating flower.

Woah, New map? No AiS. I’m still waiting! Or is it out already? nevermind, shall go check soon. Eh, seriously, i wished that i could thrash you and scare the ass out of you. Just joking, that will never happen, cause i dun want to either. C: Cause im the superman, and you’re the loser.

I didn’t know you’ll read my blog, but whatever it is. Its MY comment in MY blog, and i suppose YOU dun have to follow what i type/say here, unless ure my little dog. :3 anyway, i wouldn’t want a dog like you. C: make me wanna puke.

Take me away

Our Song- taylor swift.
Very nice, seriously. But not better then David Archuleta’s song. Cause hes god damn handsome. k, maybe not so much of handsome, but in fact, hes kewt.

Alright, enough of cute guy. Maths homework must be done online. Stupid. Worst, my internet sucks. Jovin claims that i’ve a paper com. -.- at least my com is better den last time. lmao, jingwen seriously eat very s-l-o-w-l-y. -.- Waiting for him to be back before we can start the damn game again. Slow slow slow.

I seriously dont like people to force me. I know the truth will hurt, I
said i dun want to tell you. But you insist that you want to know. I’m sorry, I should have persist in having it my way. I shouldn’t give in. I’ve hurt you with my words, and now, guilts tearing me apart. 我后悔了; Being soft-hearted doesn’t make you a perfect person. It only allow people to eat you up. People benefit from you, and you’ll be at losing end. No more Miss Nice, I dont want to be a nice person anymore. I’ll have the blackest heart, i swear. I won’t feel bad over small things again. Never again. Its the last time.

Balls Shrink

Went for my bone checkup today. It has worsen, great. Cause i stopped swimming. From 8 degree till 11 degree. Wow, i know. Had X ray and paid a total of 19bucks for the whole thing. Waste quite alot of time there and really did nothing. Just like a dog, what the nurses ask you to do, you have to do it. Was really thinking bout running out of the god damn building. Oh, whatever, its over. The next app. is on the 4th. Again, shall persuade mom to skip that WASTE-OF-TIME-AND-NOTHING-GETS-OUT-OF-IT appointment. The doc says i may need to get a brace, which i will die die chopchop never gonna put it. I rather jump off the building, seriously.

Alright, so the half of the day was spent at that horrible place. And went home after that. Wanted to play games with cousins but arh, his friend is very blur okay. Told him Singapore Vampire Room 04, he says he cant find. Wait and wait, in the end? Cousin went to sleep, i played alone. Lol.

My sister is genius okay. She played all 4 languages of the computer game at the health promotion board. And she can complete okay. Obviously, its all tikkam tikkam la. I shall learn from her, next time. Seriously, i was laughing like a clown there la. Luckily the whole appointment had my little sister to entertain me.

Lan shop tomorrow. Wallet’s empty, no spare cash. I want my wallet to be fat eh. I WISHED DOREAMON IS HERE. Cute arh, doreamon on my hand, pikachu on my phone. Sweet, perfect combination. Happy family huh. Tomorrow’s 11th, bills coming, and im dead. Wish my luck please.

I dun understand why dad doesn’t want to get me the unlimtied sms one. Paying the same amount of money, and getting more benefits. Seriously, Its dumb. Making lifes miserable. I din mean it, but its true. Whatever, its beyond my control anyway.

Note to self; i need to start holiday homework.